Being the Queen is Scary Shiz

So today was kinda like freshman orientation for theatre kids. I got to kinda help host. My advice I gave was if you don't get every part, don't go crazy and dye your hair blue. It's funny because my hair is currently blue. I got the whole crowd laughing. That was the best part. I was sweating like a cactus the whole time. Ugh. Yeah and the strangest part was my younger friends were actually asking me questions and surrounding me and I felt like a god. It was really nerve wracking. I felt like I came off really cocky, like 'Hey look at me. I am a wise old sage and know everything, which I do not.' Then someone tried to get in an argument with me about if Sherlock or Elementary is better when we all know that Sherlock is CLEARLY better. Watson can't be a girl. Like what? That's cray. They wouldn't let down either. I finally said agree to disagree, though they still went on. I still know in my heart that Sherlock is better. He did take me on an adventure remember. Also all of my incoming fishies are absolutely certain that Belle is the best princess when we all know it's Ariel. She can go on land AND sea. I'd like to see Belle try that. Okay sorry, bitter. So yeah, people liked my hair. That was cool. I guess that was it. I was kinda awkie taki the whole time but you know... school events.
On Friday I fly to the magical land of corn and old folks called Iowa. See ya!
Mood: Hungry

I've Gone Mad I Guess

~*Dream Blog*~ So last night I dreamed about going on adventures with Sherlock and John and it was the best dream I have had in some time. Me and John would casually be joking about scarves and nonsense and then just be like 'Woah wear's our detective?' Sherlock would turn around dressed in a security guard's uniform. Then there was this other time when for whatever reason, whilst I was talking, Sherlock blurts out 'A Barbie-land, that's it!' and I was like 'OMG I just helped Sherlock solve a case OMG.' That was the weirdest part. There was a lot of other general tomfoolery and it was overall just the best dream ever.

Callbacks!!

Today the callback list for Rumors was posted. I finally got a callback for a teacher directed show!! That's the first step! That makes me really excited. A lot of people wrote about it in my yearbook. I have a lot of competition though so that worries me. I'm not really expecting a role. I am just happy to be offered the opportunity to give it a shot. I suppose that is all for now. Ciao!

meleth nín ….. my love

Things High School Has Taught Me

• You will never get enough sleep. Even if you take naps.
• Theatre may not be like what you first expect, but it's the best thing you will ever know.
• You should always try on your work, projects, and tests, but you won't always get an A.
• It's ok to have nights where you stay up all night and watch Sherlock Big Bang Theory your favorite show. Especially when it's raining.
• Baths fix everything.
• Be yourself. Someone will come.
• It's okay to use fandoms as a source of comfort. If it makes you happy and doesn't harm anyone- what could be wrong?
• Writing, acting, and reading are the best ways to "get away from it all."
• You can't make someone like you.
• It's okay to have sugary drinks in moderation, but water is always there. But eat as much candy as your heart desires.
• Study all you want, what really matters is listening in class.
• Stick with your friends that you know are there, not the ones you're unsure about.
• No matter how much you think "that should be me" it's not gonna make anything change. You've gotta make change yourself. Sometimes, there's nothing you can do, and that's one of the hardest things to accept. 
• Sweatshirts. are. your. friend.

Get Ready for Banquet with me.

  

How are youuuuu?

Hey. I am freaking out. Tomorrow is banquet. My friends are coming over afterwards. I am excited. What if I win an award. OMG.

Guys I'm Crying.

So I just got out of show circle. I cried. I NEVER cry ever. Particularly not in show circles. My gawd. It was awful and amazing at the same time. Feels. What are those.

 *LATER*

I can honestly say, I could not have asked for a more perfect night. Check Please! has been the most amazing experience I can think of. I got to know the most extraordinary people and really grow as an actor.
”If you were older and taller” has been swirling around in my head for hours. Being kissed on the forehead… tonight was very strange. Surreal. Perfect. I laughed, cried and nearly died. Being someone’s favorite freshman. What even. Coming into the cast of Check Please… a student direct… I had no idea. I got to know the most extraordinary people, play the most amazing characters. I wish I could thank each of my cast members personally. Check Please is my favorite show I’ve been in so far. Thanks everyone... for everything.